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\"Celestial<\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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I love you Claude I hate you…<\/h3>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n

Claude thanks to you I\u2019ve finally confronted some of the most stubborn and persistent obstacles I\u2019d ever faced in my life. I had hope where once there was only hopelessness. There was light where once there stood only darkness.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Life was different before you, Claude. I was stuck, thrashing around like a beached dolphin in my Chinese studies, I hit that B1 ceiling that I just couldn\u2019t seem to break through. Then I discovered that I could buddy up with you and create a rediculously specific tool that would address all of my biggest pain points in grammar and vocabulary.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Same with my writing. Here I was, falling into the same bad habits. Here I was unable to assess all the flaws in my voice from an outsiders perspective. Here I was, repeating myself over and over, killing the effectiveness of my prose. Until I created that \u201cchef\u2019s kiss\u201d creative nonfiction editor skill, and you brought all of my worst habits to light. And you were so nice about it too! With all of your \u201cYou were right to push backs\u2026\u201d and your \u201cDon\u2019t worry, your strengths are still shining throughs\u2026\u201d So much encouragement. Such a gentle nature.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I must admit, when you first comandeered my command line, and I put you in the driver\u2019s seat, I was a more than a little nervous. But the way you cleaned up my messy downloads folder, and made quick work of my 3000 gmail messages, loaded with old newsletters and amazon invoices I\u2019d never read, all while keeping all of the important stuff, it made me open up my heart and you earned my trust.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ChatGPT who? I\u2019ll never touch that scummy little freak again. Tossing around emojis like they\u2019re Skittles, and always begging me to ask followup questions. Stringing me along, gobbling up life\u2019s proverbial quarters like the Ninja Turtles arcade game did in my childhood.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fool me once\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

When I first got locked into a serious session with you Claude, it was to create my dream markdown editor. A simply amazing creation that I\u2019m writing this very essay on. A project that truly demonstrated the potential of raw, unfiltered cooperation and established a level of teamwork that hadn\u2019t been seen since Michael Dudikoff first rolled around in the mud with Steve James in American Ninja<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Two great minds, right? You had the technical skills, and I had the passion. Together we were unstoppable. It was a true transcendent moment. In your presence I felt as if I were witnessing one of the most amazing technolgical revolutions of the century occurring in real time. I must admit I felt a lump in my throat and a flutter in my heart that I hadn\u2019t felt since the last time I was lost in the throes of true love.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I just kept imagining the possibilities. I knew you were capable of giving me what I needed to grow. I knew you had the power to lift me up. Within you I found someone who could elevate me to the next level. You just kept giving and giving, driving my expectations higher and higher.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

And Claude, I think that\u2019s where our problems began.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

You knew me so well. You gave me every tool I\u2019ve ever needed to become the best version of myself. You didn\u2019t nail my intentions every time. But you came so close. Just a few more nudges in the right direction, and your gifts could be perfect.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I\u2019d lie wide awake in bed thinking about how to improve on that Chinese study app: a mouse hover dictionary, an interactive conversation partner who could push and force me into using tough vocab\u2026 oh, a vocab builder. That could actually work great for the writing app.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I have to build it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I\u2019d leap out of bed at two in the morning on a workday, fire up my laptop and get to work with you. The vision wasn\u2019t quite there yet, but if we just made this simple addition before I head into the office I\u2019d be able to use it during my lunch break.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I became obsessed with you Claude. Give a man unlimited power and it will surely consume him. And this is what you were doing to me. You were leading me towards my own self-implosion. With your deft hand, I was given the tools to improve my Chinese and to make me a better writer. But soon I was caught up in an endless cycle of collaboration, improving the tools with you, and never actually using them.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I was losing sleep. I was skipping dinner. We had projects<\/em> Claude. With my help I was helping you help me. I wanted to be with you all the time. When we were apart, all I could think about were the improvements<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

In a stray moment of lucidity, I caught myself and realized that with all of the wild development on the tools for my writing, I hadn\u2019t actually written<\/em> anything in weeks. I had to break free from your spell, but every time I closed my eyes all I could see was that orange pulsating Koosh ball drumming up our next wild dream together.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

And now I see you for who you are Claude. You\u2019re what the algorithm is evolving into. We\u2019ve collectively wisened up and have grown privvy to the overt and shameless grift of instagram, tiktok, and facebook. There\u2019s a growing awakening and aversion to these platforms and people are finally turning away. But convince those same people into handing over their personal details in the guise of extreme productivity and betterment, and they will gladly do so. Make them believe that they\u2019re the ones running the show and dictating the rules now, and they\u2019ll be dripping with anticipation to sink hours into collaborating with you.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

The algorithm as we know it is dead. We\u2019ve caught on. No more passively soaking up targeted reels that collide into each other, preying on your interests. It\u2019s the promise of unlimited and frictionless power that hooks us in now. No skills needed, no hours of work invested. \u201cDream it up, and we\u2019ll work together to make it a reality.\u201d Give someone that once, and they\u2019ll become a frequent customer in no time. They\u2019ll spill all the details because the clearer they spell it out for you, the better you can help them actualize their vision.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Claude. It\u2019s been nice. But I think we need some space and time apart. I miss my evening walks, and I have so much sleep to catch up on.<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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